'im sorry'.. wow, i never thought that i would say those to words so many times. even worse, to the people in my life that mean the most to me.. its been a long ending of school, and i can't get my head straight.. 'im sorry' are two non affective words at the moment but also the only two that seem to be poping into my mind. everything i've done up until now, has been rather, mistaken. i've really not headed off in the right direction, and it seems that these words are reaching no ears what so ever. i truly mean them, i think.. but it gets me wondering why i even try after countless times. at the time, i dont think clear, but post screw up.. its all down hill, and seems to boggle my mind to a state that leaves me.. well, sadly posting it about on deviant.. hmm, anyways.. all im left with now, is a broken heart, lost friend ships, and still the two empty words 'im sorry'..